Thank You for letting me find my key. I was freakin out. Thank You for MacLaren. I love him. :] this year is coming to a close and that is SO CRAZY to me. Im almost done with my first year of COLLEGE. What is this?? I have a boyfriend with whom i am in love, im in a fraternity, i have friends, lots of them. Ive moved on from some, left some behind, but some of them, the good ones, are still around. Im glad Emily and i are back together. That was 2 of the worst weeks of ever. Help me to never be that stubborn again. Help me to stay strong about this Wesley thing. Its hard for me to quit people. Im one to take somebody back over and over again. But i cant do that to myself. The principle of it! The way they treated me! But its just hard. And it was hard with Sarah. And im just not used to this kind of thing. And i never will be.