God, i dont know whats been up lately. Ive felt disconnected and kinda far from you. I know im not really doin anything to fix it, but i think tonight might have been just the kick in the pants i needed to get myself back on track. At least i hope it was enough. Because im dyin without You in my life; its killin me. Theres plenty of good things goin on, but i feel like ive also got a lot of hurt goin on in me. I mean, my campus ministry pretty much kicked me out. Whatever happened to love there? This month is going to be awful as far as school work goes. So many things goin on. My goodness. Give me the strength to change what i can in the world, to make better the broken, to help the hurting, to love. Help me to accept the past, live in today, and hope for tomorrow. Remind me to look for You. I love You.