A start.

Hey Jesus,

First off, Thanks for friends. Friends like Rick, Andrew, Rachel, Lawrence, Sara, Sara, Sarah, Sarah, Sarah, Jennie, Melissa, Alyssa, Mikayla, Kayla, Ingrid, Kristen, Lisa, Preston, Troy, Hannah, Meredith, Truett, Kristi, Ragan, Andy, Abbie, Alix, Elizabeth, Amanda, Amanda, Amanda, Amanda, Amber, Andrew, Angela, Angela, Bethany, Bethany, Bethany, Elena, Ashley, Ashley, Becca, Becca, Becca, Bonnie, Courtney, Emma, Emma, Natalie, Hannah, Whitney, Johnny, Hope, Rachel, Rachel, Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, Claire, Rhett, M.C., Maria, Morgan, Melanie, Christina, Christina, Melora, Michaelantonio, Missy, Paige, Shannon, and SO many more. They're Impossible to number.

Secondly, I don't like missing them. I know its part of life, but I really really really hate it. I hate not having them all right next to me, not getting to hug them and hold their hands whenever and whenever I want, not getting to cuddle, WORSHIPING with them, neglecting campers and sleeping in their beds, hanging out until dumb hours of the morning, and just being with them. I missing Singing with them, Crying with them, talking to them about everything, getting to know them. Im not content with phone calls, Text messages, Letters, and Facebook messages anymore. I want their faces. and I want them now. I miss the laughs, tears, confused looks, Judgmental looks that didnt actually judge you, looking at them like theyre the adorable little kid I babysit and they just did something dumb and cute. I miss everything about the ones Im not around. I thought i was ready to accept the end of summer. and I guess I am, but i wasnt ready for them to go back to real life and thus become wayyyy too removed from me. I just dont completely know how to handle it. I cant handle crying hardcore for 40 minutes, trembling. Maybe I'm just weak. Maybe its just me. But im just not okay with this pain, God. Take it from me if its your will.

Third, Be with Shockley. His dad died last night. And while Mr Shockley SR, is hangin out and kickin it with you, Shockles is one of the ones left behind. We know you mourn for him. Keep him safe and strong. And be with Rick as his life is coming back together after dumb highschool Drama. And Bethany and Ang are ridiculously busy. Keep them Sane.

Fourth, help me be a regular at this. I like it. I get less distracted. It gives me something tangible. Something to finish and focus on. It helps me out. Thanks for the idea, HS. :]]

Lastly, LOVE AND HELP.

In the words of Ingrid, PEACE OUT, JESUS.